Sweets

©Jason I. Stutz 2006

The Serpent Beguiles Eve

So, the Serpent went to Eve
and asked of the creatures:
How shall I call them?
To God, they answer
as to an arrow that draws them inward.
But, to us? A little magick, perhaps- a word
to bind them on our tongue- a name
to make them ours forever.

What are their names, dear, Eve?
Sit a while and think on them,
as we pass the day together.

Daisy Chain (Of The Heart)

The work is as endless as there are people;
suffering is as cyclical as the sky.
But how can we spend our lives stretching our hope thin
upon the success and well being of others?
“It’s too tiring, it never ends, it’s a whirl,
they become helped and then go right back to the way they were.
What if anything will do any good? ”
But look at her- asking for only a little.
And look at him
frowning and cold faced
asking for nothing at all-
deep down, he is a forgotten one,
almost dead from crying so long, hard from fighting.

A smile. A girl smiles
and it enters him through special cracks he left open
for the off chance that something beautiful and worthy of trust is presented to him.
He appears unmoved: ‘What if it isn’t?’ he thinks.
Only his eyes look more intense, more cautious,
more wounded, more hopeful.  ‘Maybe,’ his body says.
But, then, she is gone. She saw something in him,
perhaps the bright color of his neck tie drew a time of well being to his complexion and that juxtaposed with him now was endearing to her…

and he sits, inhibiting any decisions about it, with that moment
held in every one of his senses for the rest of the hour-
it dances about like fireflies in the jar of his heart, he can feel it in his fingertips and on his lips and in the tip of his nose,  lighting him like a candle:

her carefree turn, her white smile, the beams of affection from her eyes:
they struck him- unmistakably- it was him they struck-
and despite the rumbling it caused inside of him:

he did not crumble
his walls are secure
he appears unmoved
no one can get at him;
he will remember her- probably forever.

Tomorrow, he may look out the windows of the train
and feel a stirring inside of him as the city comes into view.
Tonight he will go home and read a book or watch his favorite show,

and it will seem to speak of him.
He will wonder what his name is:
is he worthy of remembrance?
With an effort, he realizes it:
Maybe, he considers. Maybe he is good.

 

Images Of The Woman I Desire

Her lips part and open to a white arctic sea
a baby seal gutted and bleeding all joy and desire.

Everything given to this world
must be born somewhere.
‘Happiness’ is an element
which claims it’s birthright in her eyes-
merry birds appear spontaneously where she looks.
Yet how can happiness survive through such sorrow,
like a sun beam that thrives on an ocean floor?

She cries, but laughter intertwines and chokes her;
she laughs, and tears do the same-
round her throat, an ivy vine
choking sorrow with laughter round the tree.

Ivy vines
choking sorrow
with laughter round the vine.
ivy ’round ivy ’round ivy vine-
laughter, sorrow, tears, and joy
ivy vine round ivy vine

In her eyes,
a twinkle, a song of the universe lightly chimes
a light child and a dark child,
holding hands and dancing round the vines.
“Here ye, here ye”
“There ye, there ye”
“Dear ye, dear ye”
“Fear ye, fear ye”
hand in hand
like ivy round the vine.

The light one laughs
the dark one cries in rhyme
the light one yawlps
the dark one yells in perfect time.

 

She Pretends

She pretends
that my love
has no effect on her,

but she will go home
and delight on her bed
dreaming of my love
like clasping to her body
a new dress given her by her daddy
who spent the whole weekend
and his entire paycheck
buying just the perfect one for his little girl.

Tomorrow
I’ll go to her
and speak sweet, manly things
to her smooth face of pearl
and her heart which, like the moon,
saddens me to tenderness
with it’s frailty and it’s distances.